don't be loose canon!

be focus!
be focus!
be focus!

resolusi liburan

1.les bahasa perancis di CCF
2.pindah jurusan (pindah kampus kl bisa) (amiiiiiiiiin)
3.ikut lomba nulis
4.jd guru privat

amiiiin

semakin

Harusnya ya hari ini saya kuliah awal semester 2. Padahal tadi udah rapi tapi tiba-tiba setan malas kembali meghinggapi saya ckck
Akhirnya sekarang saya udah berganti baju dan online di depan laptop.
YOU KNOW WHAAAAAAAT? GW SEMAKIN DEPRESIIIIIII !!! CKCK

I am not a good motivator (for myself)

Like the doctor who can't treat his self.

Like the physiologist who can't solve his problems.

I am just ordinary people like anyone.

But, I can give you advice to make you well

I can support full for you to grow up to survive to struggle from this whole life

I can be a good motivator for you but not for myself :(

I don't know why

best lesson on first November

Early morning on the first November, I realized that my boyfy-abi- has to left me. Yes it's time to back on the daily activity as usual. Lecture lecture to get the big dream :)

No longer when I woke up that morning, I got the surprising things. Yap it's so surprising me but I knew that and I have to grow up! Be mature in any condition :)

I realized that every problem we have, its always there's a wisdom. And the wisdom makes us be stronger than before, be mature and always be positive think :)

what can I do to make all the things gonna be alright ?

I must have be survive and be patient with all condition huff

early marriage

hmm Actually, I ever had a dream to early marriage. I wanna be a young mom in my life hihi

But, frequently over time, I realized that I can't huhu never mind :)

That things which makes me can't. 

First of all, the age. Yes, on my young age, I still be fluctuating. Sometimes, I can feel be over-happy but in additional I do over-desperate too hmm

Second, the income to fill the necessary for now and the future. My opinion have too.

In the other hand, culture. Major ppl think the early marriage isn't good idea. 

And now, I must have burying my sweet dreams and hope I goes to marriage soon with my future husband and hope he is Ahmad Rizal Mubarok, amiiin ;)

raining

raining inside raining outside

give me a clue God :___(